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fairytale ending [23 Feb 2005|09:55pm]
[ mood | exanimate ]

sleeping beauty,

snow white,
bit the dust, not the apple.

ran away.

the little mermaid,
drowned herself.

princess jasmine,
leapt from the balcony.

was eaten for dinner.

ironic, don't you think?

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[09 Feb 2005|05:04pm]
[ mood | pensive ]

10 things that scare me:
1.) love
2.) life
3.) memories
4.) losing things
5.) dying alone
6.) being alone
7.) the dark
8.) someone besides me killing me
9.) roaches
10.) large bugs

9 things that attract me to the opposite sex :
1.) sense of humor
2.) being able to talk to easily
3.) makes me feel beautiful
4.) can be sensitive
5.) does cute little things, even if they are cheesy.
6.) likes me for who I am and not only for what I look like
7.) can be himself around me and his friends
8.) only says he loves me when he means it
9.) makes me feel like im the only one for him

8 things i love:
1.) romance movies <33
2.) sleep
3.) cooking
4.) lacrosse
5.) my computer
6.) dancing
7.) going outside and screaming your heart out
8.) music

7 things i hate:
1.) nonchalance
2.) show-offs
3.) liars
4.) leaving
5.) getting dumped
6.) missing someone

6 random facts about me;
1.) i could live off of chinese food
2.) i'm an emo kid.
3.) i dont trust anyone with my hair but me
4.) i want love more than anything in the world
5.) i always end up missing him
6.) if i dont sleep, i kill.

5 things i plan to do before i die:
1.) make this work
2.) backpack through europe
3.) find another love?
4.) get my piercings re-done
5.) come to school in my undies

4 things i want to do right now:
1.) sleep
2.) eat
3.) have kinky hardcore sex with ****
4.) go to texas

3 things that annoy me:
1.) twitches
2.) time
3.) school

2 things i can do:
1.) sexually? cough... anything you want ;)
2.) sing "all by myself" really loud in a public place with no embarassment

1 thing i can't do :
1.) go to texas. at least when i want. and i want to now.

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[06 Feb 2005|09:57pm]
What Are You Most Likely to Utter During Sex
by UMAJohnnie
Most Likely to Say"I love that thing you do with your tongue, I just wish you would stop doing it to my sister."
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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[02 Feb 2005|03:57pm]
ok one last call. people are losing value. i am becomign inward. i hate life in general and all attempts to be happy have failed miserably. i have come to the realization that what i want will take so long to get and so much hard work... not worth it. and yet again, since no one reads this besides clare and val i am HIATUS
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[01 Feb 2005|05:16pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]


no one reads this anyway

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insanity. [29 Jan 2005|10:15pm]
[ mood | paranoid ]

i am officially insane. i think i'm in love
when i look in the mirror i see a hippo.

i need help.
i see and hear and feel things
and they aren't really there
and it scares me

i heard this scream like
a girl having her heart ripped out of her chest
and it woke me up, cold and clammy and shaking
and i sware it was real.

but i suppose it was me being crazy.
and i saw a dog barking at me.
sitting outside.

and when i went over to it it wasn't real and it freaked the hell out of me
and i sware i must be schizo or something...

i'm not crazy i'm not crazy i'm not crazy i'm not crazy i'm not crazy i'm not crazy i'm not crazy i'm not crazy i'm not crazy.

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today [26 Jan 2005|03:48pm]
[ mood | awake ]

was blah. i'm not with matt anymore...

(like that woulda lasted anyway)
dead kittens... they're everywhere!!!!

val makes me happy inside.
^^that was SO stupid. but true.

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gahh [23 Jan 2005|01:42pm]
[ mood | mehh? ]

listening to depressing music. this weekend was fun. but i got shot with a bb gun and now i have a big scar/scab/bruise/thingy


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[22 Jan 2005|07:50pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

grr rents suck. but they're funny.

err well pissing them off anyway.

with kathy jane and belinda for the second day
dum dum dummmmmm

hey double sleepover!!!

anyway we were in the snow for like 2 and a half hours and then we came in and ate
and directly after eating we watched bridget jones's diary

and played ddr extreme for like... an hour or something
and now my stomach hurts. eating + dancing = bad.

ahh matt is ocd.
much love darlings,


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score. [20 Jan 2005|08:41pm]
[ mood | good ]

hipbones - sex.

no denying it.
o... i'm with matt.
it was inevitable lmao

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ahaha [19 Jan 2005|07:35pm]
[ mood | amused ]

si aujourd'hui n'etait pas bien si grand. je me suis senti comme j'ai eu besoin d'une etreinte toute la journee. et j'avais bio, lequel est une classe horrible. mais il neigeait, et le gymnase était amusant. je calme comme jordanie, mais il ne travaillerait pas probablement hors si im juste le baton de gonna avec matt que je devine ? hes refroidit, et il m'aime, et il n'est pas si grand regarder mais je l'aime de toute facon.Gonna s'endort ou quelque chose, si je peux avec mon ennuyer de la grand-mère fou exploser de musique classique bruyant partout. graa.

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[18 Jan 2005|09:17pm]
[ mood | amused ]


1. Am I pretty?
2. Am I sweet?
3. Am I crazy?
4. Am I lovable?
5. Am I a psycho?
6. Am I funny?
7. Am I mean?
8. Am I a good person?

Would You...

9. Hug me?
10. Miss me if I was gone?
11. Listen to my problems?
12. Be a good friend?
13. Ever go out with me?
14. If you already have...would you do it again?
15. Kiss me?
16. Marry me if you could?
17. Tell me something that you’ve never told me before?

If You Could

32. Give me a new name...What would it be and why?
33. Hook me up with someone (it can be yourself)...Who would it be and why?
34. Do one thing with me...What would it be and why?
35. Drop me one piece of advice...What would it be?

Just A Few Questions

36. What do you love about me?
37. What do you hate about me?
38. What is my best quality?
39. If you could change one thing about me...What would it be and why?
40. What is your honest opinion of me?

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kwak [18 Jan 2005|06:14pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

today was interesting.
i suppose im not giving up.

i love britt, she rocks.
being a girl, however, sucks.

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supahero love [17 Jan 2005|08:37pm]
[ mood | amused ]

supahero name = chromatose

powers = sex and making a damn good cup of coffee... and biting people.

source of powers = men and coffee beans ;)

weakness = love

outfit = latex paint.

mode of transportation = i can fly bitch

catch phrase = eat this bitch.

much lovelovelove

<33 !@#$%^

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[16 Jan 2005|05:52pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

had fun. plans tomorrow?

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dayummm i missed my bus [14 Jan 2005|05:30pm]
[ mood | hyper...horny...weeeahhhh!!! ]

this weekend is gonna be fun
score bitch.


"today is brought to you by the letter P and the number 2."

"we wiggle for you!!"

strange moments from today.

guess whos hawt?

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[13 Jan 2005|04:58pm]
[ mood | hyper ]


ya know who's hot?
jordans hot.

im tired... helping mel study. hungry.

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[13 Jan 2005|01:09am]
[ mood | poopy ]

blehh... Im in school on garretts pda, gonna sleep in gym now much love.

ps- guess who's hot?

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tear tear [11 Jan 2005|06:02pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

no one leaves me comments any more
i feel so unloved

+i have officially accpeted the fact that this isn't going to work+

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i need a hero [10 Jan 2005|04:25pm]
[ mood | blehh? ]

never REGRET anything because at one point it was EXACTLY what you wanted.

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